To get to the boots I wanted to wear today, I had to unpack
an entire suitcase. Boots are not something you put on top of everything else.
No, they were tucked away carefully under a week’s worth of clothes. You might
be wondering why I didn’t just unpack my clothes as soon as I reached my
destination. Or you might be thinking
what’s the big deal? You had to do it sooner or later, so why not now?
Because I am still at home. My packed suitcase has been
sitting in the corner for several days in anticipation of a trip I plan to
take. I know some of you are asking—
out loud undoubtedly—what’s the fun in that? Where’s the
sport in by-passing the frantic last minute scurry to figure out what to wear
and then see if it all fits? What’s the fun in making sure every outfit
coordinates? How boring would it be to discover you remembered everything and
wouldn’t get to shop for an essential in an unknown city?
When it comes to travel, I like a plan. When it comes to
packing, I like to execute that plan with enough advance warning to have a
dirty sweater dry cleaned and full jars of cosmetics secured. I like to pick a
color scheme and coordinate pants and tops around a favorite scarf. I plan to
keep it simple. I plan to keep it lightweight and compact. I plan to have
enough time before I leave to wash all the towels in the house, change the
sheets, sweep the floor, take out the trash, straighten the pillows…. Oh, and
maybe get to bed at a reasonable hour.
So what happened today?
My plans didn’t include an unscheduled event that called for
wearing black. If I had known, I might
have handled the boots differently. But who ever knows when it comes to death?
For that matter, who ever knows when a myriad of life events may unexpectedly occur?
I was reminded today that my plans, however well
intentioned, are simply a guesstimate
of what I want to happen. My plans may not work. They may be undone. They may
complicate my day instead of making it better.
When I think about life in a comprehensive way, I am glad it
doesn’t proceed according to my plans (although I carry a spare set in case
anyone is interested). I am glad I am trusting in the one who did make the
plan. He is powerful enough to carry his out. He is never blindsided by
unforeseen circumstances because nothing escapes his eyes. He is the One who is
eternal, the One who exists in the past, the future and the present and named
himself I Am.
For I know the thoughts and plans that I have for you, says
the Lord, thoughts and plans
for welfare and peace and not
for evil, to give you hope in your final outcome. (Jeremiah 29:11 Amplified)
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